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With Legal Status Ending, A Salvadoran Dad Must Leave His Family Or Live In Hiding

Jose Zabala and his daughters. Photo by Ryan Caron King for Connecticut Public Radio

Jose Zabala and his daughters. Photo by Ryan Caron King for Connecticut Public Radio

Sitting in his tidy apartment in Bridgeport, Jose Zabala, 38, described crossing the U.S. border in 2001 when a major earthquake hit El Salvador. The disaster allowed him to receive legal protection known as Temporary Protected Status or TPS.

He came to Connecticut and began a job at a carwash where he’s worked for 17 years. He got married and took a second job at night cleaning office buildings. Zabala’s 9- and 6-year-old daughters play quietly nearby, but are listening in on the grown-up conversation.

“When I had my first daughter, I thought this is it. I’m here to stay,” said Zabala through a translator. “This is going to be their country. There is where they’re going to be growing up.”

Now the family’s future is unclear.

September 9, 2019 marks the day when the Trump administration plans to terminate TPS for El Salvador and six other nations. TPS is granted to foreign-born nationals when extraordinary circumstances like environmental disasters or armed conflict make it unsafe for them to return to their native countries. More than 1,000 people from El Salvador living in Connecticut could be forced to leave next year, or prepare to become untraceable.

Zabala said he might go back, but he might not.

“If I don’t have TPS, I might have to live a life of hiding however I could. I don’t know,” he said. “The worry is mostly for my daughters. Sometimes my wife will say that I might have to go back to El Salvador and my oldest, Lisette, says she doesn’t want me to leave.”

Zabala’s wife is undocumented and does not have TPS protection. She spoke to Connecticut Public Radio on the condition that we not use her name.

“Yes, it’s sad because we’ve had so many years together, had our daughters and raised them,” she said in Spanish. “And now, we’re facing the prospect of him having to go back. It’s ugly. It’s sad. It makes you sad to know this.”

U.S. officials say conditions that originally led to El Salvador’s TPS designation no longer exist. But previous administrations extended TPS for other reasons as well. They determined that poverty and gang violence made it almost impossible for the small Central American nation to safely reabsorb 200,000 Salvadoran TPS holders from the U.S. El Salvador has one of the highest homicide rates in the world, and the State Department has warned U.S. citizens to reconsider going there.

Another longtime Salvadoran TPS holder from Bridgeport, Juan Mejia, said he’s feeling anxious.

“Imagine. I lived here feeling protected. And suddenly all that protection is taken away,” he said through a translator. “I feel uncovered. I feel like I’ve lost what I had for all this time.”

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